When I churn out a post, I feel much better.
When I type out word by word, I feel as though I'm pouring my troubles onto someone.
Sometimes I admire myself because of my high level of tolerance.
Many people perceive things at different levels, my definition of high may not be similar to yours.
But I am proud of myself to be able to tolerate people & their attitudes because I'm being pampered like a little princess since young.
No idea why but I'm getting much hot tempered today.
The hostile messages that greeted me when I woke up, the heavy pile of workload that has been given to me and every little things turned me off.
Textbook definition of group assignment, can someone guide me along?
What's your definition of group projects and assignments?
What's the definition of free rider?
What's the definition of finding faults?
I don't feel good when people threw their tempers at me when I did nothing wrong.
I don't feel good when I contributed alot and you added on to my pile of workload.
I don't feel good, I feel unhappy about it but I doubt anyone cares.
This world is such an unfair world, it's filled with all different kinds of people.
I had a nice chat with Jiayindear yesterday and I felt blissful to have her around.
I just feel pretty unhappy about everything, I don't wish to flare because I know it's gonna be a tensed up situation.
I tried my very best to control myself & my mouth to stop the "free flow of vulgarities" out from it.
Well, I believe in retribution after death though I'm not the typical superstitious person.
Hence, every word that is found here, is a fact and I'm not maligning anyone or whatsoever.
By voicing out, it doesn't mean that I am reprimanding anyone.
I'm just searching for a place & way to appease myself.
We have much fun fooling around but when it comes to work, somehow the feeling sucks and I don't know why.
Human beings aren't perfect, just like me and I should really stop expecting much from others.

On a random note, my 19th birthday is approaching me on the next Sunday.
What can I look forward to?
Both Rixin & ShiYing have a date with me on the coming Sunday.
Sadly, Rixin will be going overseas to continue her studies on the 8th Jan and I doubt I will be able to see her often in the future.
Perhaps one year or two years later, who knows?
And, babybaby I NEED YOU BADLY.
Faster book out and get out from your freaking camp ):

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