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 Pretty concerned upon seeing updates from twitter?I suppose many of you are pretty concerned over what has actually happened after seeing all my updates in twitter yesterday and today.
Yes, I know you people are and so I'm right here.
Every time before I close my eyes and go to bed, it's a habit for me to come over here to blog about my day.
Unhappiness, anger, frustration, happiness and all different mixture of feelings that has overwhelmed me, the reasons can be easily tracked back here.
Using words to describe my feelings has been a habit for me.
Today, I feel pretty disappointed, upset and horrible.
Just feel like a bitch even though everyone who knew what has taken place claimed that I did the perfectly right thing.
People like Babybaby, Ernie, Adeline, LinKeong, TingWei, Clarlynn and others claimed that I made the right choice.
Last night, I couldn't sleep and was online throughout the night.
Thanks goodness that Adeline was still online when I was feeling real down.
Thanks girl for being there to support me.
Rang my ErnieBitch up and talked on the phone for nearly two hours before hanging up.
I wanted to wake babybaby up to talk to him but knowing that he has to wake up pretty early for some appointments, I stopped myself.
I was having a terrible gastric pain last night and thus, I couldn't go to sleep.
I sincerely hoped that she won't be upset after knowing the truth and prayed hard that everything gonna be fine for all of us.
Clear conscience never fears midnight knockingSometimes I wonder, why can't the guys cherish the girls in a relationship?
Sometimes I ponder, why must you do something wrong and feel remorseful about it?
Why must you even think of doing the wrong thing when you know it gonna hurt your loved one?
Why can't you control yourself?
90% of the men tend to use their freaking dicks to think rather than their brains.
They are commonly known as the "brainless cockful monsters".
On a random note, I have to apologise here because I don't wish to reveal what has actually taken place because it will somehow spolit X's reputation and I don't wish to do so.
Didn't meet up with TingWei for lunch today because I was feeling pretty shagged and that meant that I have no cafe cartel for my lunch.
Anyway, I was with Clarlynn, Jesny, Hakim, Edwin and Ernie for hours and hours today.
Went home alone because all of them are either staying at Sembawang, Yishun or Khatib.
If only I'm still staying in Sembawang, that will be great.
I gave many things a second thought, and I hope I didn't make the wrong choice.
I see people get hurt, I feel hurt myself too.
I feel the sharpness pain, right in my heart as well.
I hope that time can solve everything.
I feel pitiful for him when the message came at the moment.
I have no idea how to react, just alittle dumbfounded and I went into a silence.
Am I doing the right thing or am I causing more troubles?
Can somebody tell me?Labels: Clear conscience never fears midnight knocking
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