If you stop and ponder, you will find that you tend to take people for granted at times.
Of course, I would condemn on such actions and I swear that nightmares would visit you everyday.
Closing my eyes, it seemed that I was at total fault.
I shouldn't be clarifying things with you.
I shouldn't be doubting you even though I have evidence on my hands.
I shouldn't be expressing my anger, disappointment and jealousy.
I should keep mum about everything.
Blame me for everything, I'm seriously tired of everything.
Every day regardless of day or night, there are many passersby walking in and out of my life.
Sometimes, they affect and influence your thinking.
But sometimes, they do not because they are of zero importance to you.
Thinking back, you are the one who affected me with your slightest movement.
You influenced me and I tried all means to change myself for the better.
Just because of that, one small issue would be more than sufficient to spur up arguments.
I'm sick of it.
I know I should be sucking my own thumb and shut my fucking mouth up.
You didn't bother to explain to salvage it, neither will I.
Remember what you said to me today, you will regret.

No school today but I didn't sleep well because of that.
Finally, my mirror came and mummy ordered one mirror for herself.
One piece of glass and it cost a hundred dollars, that's kinda expensive.
I didn't go for class outing because I don't like Seoul Garden and the food there.
Why bother going when I don't even like the food there?
Adeline asked me to go and look at her eating instead.
Nevertheless, I didn't go in the end.
I received a text message from Rainie (Nuffnang) saying that they would like to give me a pair of movie tickets to the movie screening (Pope Joan) at Shaw lido.
But it was too last minute because the movie would be starting at 630pm and I received the message at 530pm.
Hence, I gave it a miss for the day.

If only I have the chance to shout my feelings out of my heart.

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