The thirst for him is intensifying each second, he drives me insane ♥♥
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The truth is ugly, always ugly
I was kept in the dark for almost one year when I finally got to know the truth.
Thinking back the things I did for you, I felt wasted.
Reminiscing the memories, I felt stupid.
At least, I know I'm telling the truth.
Think twice and thrice before opening your fucking mouth to say anything.
Telling others that your girlfriend cheated on you during camps and you couldn't stand her, that was why you chose break up.
In fact, it was your girlfriend who chose to break up with you because she couldn't stand your fucking attitude.
And what worst, you are a liar loser.
Your girlfriend cheated you during camp?
I thought you and your girlfriend broke up before the camp?
Go back to my previous posts last year and have a look then.
Telling your girlfriend that your ex girlfriend came over to surprise you during your birthday when the truth was that you initiated to meet her.
That was the past and I don't care for now.
Be smart when you lie because...
liar liar, fire on the pants.
Thank goodness that I have a wonderful boyfriend now.
I trust that he won't cheat on me.
I believe that I'm the only one in his eyes.
Trust and believe, they are in present tense and this means that, the trust and belief holds till now.
At this moment, I felt blissful to have love with me.
At least he's devoted towards me, just me.
Maybe one fine day, he will confess to me that he has an affair with whoever.
Maybe one fine day, I will find out some ugly truth about him.
It takes time for me to build the trust in someone.
I'm willing to trust you.
Boy, I love you.
I've got myself one awesome bf ♥♥
Recently, the weather has been in a crazy mode.
It was ultra warm in the afternoon and it started pouring after 430pm.
Dancing in the rain, the feeling is great.
Kissing in the rain, you feel loved.
Hugging in the rain, you feel warm.
Raining Raining and I love it.
But one bad thing, how am I suppose to go out like this?
I need to go back to the clinic to see the doctor ):
I'm lazy to bring my umbrella.
Well, ended up deciding not to go down to see doctor today.
And so, decided to go down tomorrow instead.
Last night, Jonathan talked to me and said that he went to the same clinic as me.
The doctor there was awesome because he loved the feeling of getting electric shock.
He must be insane because I detest that feeling.
Just one touch of me, and you will get shocked too.
My mummy is a great eater, I can't deny that.
I can't stop eating with her around.
She's constantly hanging these words in her mouth - "You want to eat with me?".
Kfc for two consecutive days and it's certainly fattening.
Daddy was a sweet husband who walked all the way to Sun Plaza to buy kfc for her despite raining.
If only babybaby is around, care bear express will be operating.
I can't help it to feel this way...
At times, something is bothering me and it's not that I'm not understanding enough.
It has been few days ever since I last talked to boy on the phone for endless hours.
I understand that he's real exhausted after his trainings and he needs to rest.
He has been telling me that he felt shagged after all trainings.
And what worst, he's down with sun burn and it hurts.
Yes, he needs to rest but I miss him terribly and badly.
At times, he dozed off unknowingly.
I waited for his message and I can't really sleep.
Waking up in the middle of the night, looking for my phone and anticipating for his message, that's what I will do every night.
I'm suffering from love sick almost every night.
I'm not a sticky girlfriend, just that it's normal for all girls to miss their boys.
I've never missed anyone so much in the past.
He's different, just so different.
Sometimes, I feel lost without him around.
After losing contact with him for days, I realised the difference.
The difference in the times when he's around and when he's not.
Things are so much different, real different.
I'm constantly telling myself that he needs to rest and that's why I shan't disturb him.
But no one has any idea how much I've been missing him.
Be it early in the morning 8am, afternoon 1pm or whatsoever, he's always on my mind.
I miss him real badly, his voice and everything.
Part of my life and I can hardly spend amber time with him, that's my only regret for nearly 6months and 24days.
I have no regrets in loving him.
I love you just the way you are.
Boy, I understand that you're going through torturing trainings everyday and I'm here to support you.
Yes, I can't be there for you, physically but I'm always here for you.
When you're stressed/sad/tired/blah blah after trainings, just spam me with your messages and complain to me.
I'm willing to be your quiet girl, sit by your side and listen to you.
When you're happy/overjoyed, spam me with messages too.
I'm willing to be your noisy and hyper girl, sharing your happiness with you.
Boy,
Being together with you ever since 20092009, it's like a dream for me.
Day dreaming that we will last forever and anticipating each moment with you.
Day by day, our love for each other grows.
Month by month, we shared our love with each other.
Love by love, I love you to bits.
I would love to spend some time reminiscing the past memories of ours.
Imagine you didn't pluck up the courage to woo me at that point of time.
Imagine I rejected you at that point of time.
Things will be so much different if we weren't together.
It's fate that brings us together.
Everyone is making wild guesses of who I will end up with.
But I know it by heart that it's you because you are the one who caught my eyes.
Catching my eyes, forcing my eyeballs to stare at you and that's your power.
Forcing me to bring my heart out for you, that's the power of love.
Boy, words can be deceiving but each and every word for you means something and I swear my love for you will always hold.
Boy, I love you.
It's 7days to our 7th month anniversary and I'm anticipating.
Boy, you know what?
It's barely our 7th month together and I'm counting down to our 9th month anniversary.
Somehow it means alot to me - 9 and I love it.
People, when you are buying toto, don't forget to buy 9.
Was messaging boy just now, and we talked about marriage and engagement.
He told me that we should get engaged after his ns.
Yesyes, I'm willing and more than willing to be yours and officially yours.
YZX Baby, are you willing to be mine forever?
Because I'm willing to be yours forever.
I love you.
Boy, you are asleep by now and I don't wish to wake you up with my goodnight message.
So, I'm here to say goodnight to you.
Goodnight love ♥♥
Goodnight to everyone out here who is reading my blog.Labels: 7days to our 7th month anniversary ♥♥
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