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I have so much things to say to you but I have no idea how to express myself.
Telling everyone that I need time to think through it and as promised, I did it.
6months 7days have passed and we've gone through almost everything.
Hiding under my blanket last night, I was shivering and all I could think of was you.
All I yearn for was you and your love.
I've put in everything for this relationship.
Throwing in all my love, care and trust and this was what I get from you.
I have no idea if you have lied to me for the past few months.
All I know was that your words are always contradicting.
I have a past, so do you and every one else.
If you ask me if I mind your past and I will tell you that my answer will be a definite straight "No" because it's your future that concerns me.
What's really bothering me was that you lied to me.
Perhaps it doesn't seem like a lie to you but to me, it is.
At this moment, you recited this story to me and next moment, another story pop out from nowhere.
It takes time for me to build the trust for someone, especially guys.
Kicking away the past of mine, I'm grateful that you accept me for who I am.
Having you as mine, is one of the best thing that has happened to me.
Seeking every opportunities to hold on to your arms, I feel blissful.
Tiptoeing a little to kiss you, I feel shy.
Embracing you with all strength of mine, I feel safe.
Staring into your eyes, knowing that I'm the only one in your eyes, I feel satisfied.
Rubbing my nose against yours, I feel a little naughty.
Sleeping by your side, I feel secured.
Missing you every second, I feel crazy.
Shouting to the whole world I love you, I feel insane.
Repeating I love you to you, I feel mad.
It's always comfortable with you around.
Memories swept past with my eyes closed.
Hiding under my bed, bringing food for you and eating under my bed.
It's unbelievably adorable of you.
Forking out your time to accompany me though you're dead beaten.
Tolerating my irritating bitchy temper and I'm glad.
Succumbing in to me for almost everything and I'm grateful.
Forbidding me to do certain things and it's all for my own good.
I want to give my heart to you - that's probably what I've been thinking for the whole day.
I love you deeply and there's no way I can let you go.
Hearing you over the phone and I have the urge to tell you how much I love you.
It's simply because I love you and that's why little things affect me.
Perhaps this time round, I should trust you.
Perhaps your kiss last night, launched a love curse on me.
Perhaps I should learn to let go of every little nonsense and not let them affect me.
Yes, I may be as silly as you can imagine but it's all because I love you.
You, you and you revolve around me.
The moment I closed my eyes, I see you.
The moment I tell myself not to think of you, you appear once again, telling me that you miss me.
Every little things and I can't bring myself to let go of you.
Break up sounds easy but it's torturing, probably because I can't stay long without you around.
Seeing how loving other couples are, I can't stop thinking of you.
Witnessing couples holding hands down the street, I can't help it but miss you even more.
If only time stops now and I will cherish you once again.
I know, for sure, you're the one I truly need.
Mummy asked me what's wrong and she's real concern.
Perhaps she doesn't want us to leave each other.
It's not a perhaps, I suppose.
You're one and only.
I miss you badly.
Come back to me, will you.Labels: I love you
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