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I'm here without you too.
It's just a date and not anything else.
I wanted to explain to you but I can hardly do so.
I know that I won't have any chance to do so and that's why the more I want to explain to you.
I've hurt you and I know you will hate me.
Yes, you may claim that somehow you can't but I know it in heart that you do detest me.
I'm sorry and that's the most I can do.
Yes, words and they mean nothing.
But have you thought of this?
In the past, you used words to be here for me.
Whenever I need you, you will be utterly lazy to be here with me.
Moreover, the date is really nothing but a simple date.
What matters more is that, where the heart is.
You have to get it clear that you're different from others and you're unique.
Well, I've plcuked up the courage to tell you all these but I have no idea how you feel.
Maybe you've already forgotten about me or us.
But what I want say is I'll be there when you need me.
SorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorry.
This person X, who has tagged my blog, inspired me to churn out a post within a second.
X has asked me not to let anything affect my studies.
Well, what I wanna tell you is that I've once promised this person that I won't let anything affect my studies.
I'm smart enough to differentiate the importance of personal stuffs and studies.
I won't want to disappoint him with my grades.
He was once someone I admired and till now, he's still the one.
He's not only good in his studies but also the perfect choice of a typical nice guy.
I have hurt him unintentionally but I know it by heart that no matter what I say or do, he's not going to forgive me.
I've no idea if you've forgotten me but I wanna thank you for everything.
You've made my days meaningful in the past.
I was pondering, wondering how's life for you.
It's exam period and hopefully you won't be as stressed up as me.
Well, I'm left with 1paper and I've no idea how many papers you're left with.
Nevertheless, I'm here to wish you luck.
Remember the promises you made and do not break any of them.
Till now, you do appear in my dream and memories swirled past at times.
No idea if it's the same for you but I do hope so.
Ten years down the road and I wonder if I have any chance of seeing you again.
Perhaps you will treat me as one stranger and ignore me.
I don't blame you because I know what I've done.
Maybe you won't even be bothered with what I've said.
Maybe you won't even be bothered to come here to see what I've typed for you.
Seeing your personal message "Here Without You", I have no idea why did it affect me badly.
I'm once lost without you too.
I'm once hurt and I understand the feeling.
I'm sorry and you know what, ice cream reminds me of you.
You've been putting in so much effort in cheering me up when I'm sad.
I know it, I can feel it and I can sense that you're torturing yourself right now.
Perhaps you don't know, it hurts me real badly too.
Night seemed cold without you and that's what you told me.
STYLE, which stands for Shi Ting, You're Loved Eternally.
Little things are still right here, in my mind.
Don't worry, you're part of me and always will be.
All the best to you.Labels: It's meant for you
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