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7:10 PM
Thursday, February 25, 2010
It's 713pm and I have been procrastinating all the day.
I will be meeting Ernie soon.
I miss her and I've not yet seen her for so long.
I'm utterly disappointed.
This Desmond Chew is irritating to the max - Ah Hai, cheer me up when you see this.


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At times, girls have no idea how to treasure their relationships.
Whenever the person is gone, you moan.
A sense of remorseful can do nothing to salvage the tense situation.
Why must you wait for the things to get tensed up before doing anything?
It won't do each other any good for dragging things and hurting each other in such manner.
I've got no freedom to choose what to say and do.
I lost all my freedom, yes I may be willing to do so but I need some private space.
Why is that so that I can't even choose what word to use?
Why is that so that I can't even choose the kind of clothing I want to wear?
I'm no longer a small kid and why must you be so protective?
You are out only during weekends and I'm not those kind who used to go out on weekends.
Are you even blaming me for not going out with you on weekends?
I've the freedom to choose and it seems restricted.
At times, I feel much comfortable going out with my own friends than you.
I can't do this, can't do that and I don't like it.
Whenever we meet up, we didn't really go far and do you expect me to dress up?
Dress up like a doll?
It's impossible.
Are you like indirectly blaming me?
If so, I would prefer a direct blaming session instead of all these shit.
You claimed that you understand, but is that really so?
Or, are you just succumb in to me all these while, tolerating me?
Mummy blamed me for my bad temper towards you and who can be there to listen to me?
Not you, not them and who?
You made me feel so tired of the relationship.
Real worn out, I can't muster up the enthusiasm to be with you.
I can't bring out the enthusiasm I used to have when I see you.
Not now, what about the future?
What should I do?
I'm really stressed up with all my problems but you are here for me.
Yes, but you can't be physically here for me.
I don't blame you for that but I've been trying real hard to imagine that you're always by my side.
I feel lonely whenever you aren't around.
Before going on an official relationship, things aren't like that.
I feel lonely and I have no one to really talk to and sprout out my troubles.
I dread but there's nothing I can do.
Half a year will be gone soon but this is what I'm expecting.
But still, I love you.

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